Such Sweet Sorrow
I just witness something… melancholic today. Although I probably refuse to admit it. Neither would she.
I’ve mentioned no matter how strong my imouto’s faith towards religion is, compared to the rest of the family, but when it comes to video games she’s just like yer average fangirl. Then, we’re like the only children of Rurouni Oyaji and Grammar Nazi, it’s like we don’t have any other people to turn to lol. We’re a couple of crazy sisters, who recite whatever Team MBB misheard and some other dubbed parody you find in youtube…for fun. Holiday was enjoyable when the both of us are not making sense at all.
Right now takde mood nak main Persona 4…padahal dah nak habis dah. One reason…is i’m having a headache. Second, is that the game is almost over and aku tak sanggup nak habiskan game best ni (walopun boleh new game+, cuma masa tak mengizinkan). Third is, I don’t have my sister to prod a knife at me to start playing lol.
Today we sent her back to boarding school. I’ve been using the sketchbook I bought from CF08 (from Rakuen to be specific) all the way there. GREAT! my drawing spirit is back! I seriously feel like pouring all my ideas out so I had to carry it everywhere. I’m sooo happy~
Back to topic… imouto looked bored during the registration process and when settling in her new room. By now she should have known most of the students there (since there aren’t many yet. Her batch is the 2nd batch to fill the boarding school). Too bad she has to become roommates by someone she sort of had a conflict with. So I barely see her getting excited seeing her friends back. Well, there were one or two buddies of her she actually salam. Otherwise, she never got excited.
I guess going back to boarding school is boring huh? Well, I’m not too excited to go back to hostel myself. But good thing she joined the BADAR group to gain some experience…
So apa yang sedih sangat ni… well, rasa sedih tengok ekspresi dia masa dia tengah tengok kita sekeluarga pergi. It’s like… “omg don’t leave me at this damn place i wanna watch my sis finish p4!!!!” or wassit my imagination =w=. but yeah…rasa cam tak sanggup tinggal dia kat situ. Plus, I dunno why but I seem to have something against boarding schools. I’d rather not discuss that though…
Anyways..it’s kinda boring now. I had to give myself a yaoi overdose. Oh yeahhh.. I’m in love with Modoru Motoni’s drawings right now. my new saviour ❤